Looks like I will not be moving forward in my career just yet. Although growing to despise my job at this moment, moving into a management position at the current open location would not be beneficial. I’m hoping that getting moved into a new place at the end of August will help with some of these “problems” I seem to be having. I’m wondering more and more if it’s not the alcohol, and I know that answer. But at this moment I refuse to accept it. Thankfully I’m not drinking every day again, but the thought consumes me almost constantly. Hoping for a good weekend. I might make it out to see my nephew this weekend, which is almost always a good time. I’m just really exhausted at this point. Hope everyone has a good weekend. Remember, you are worth it!


No more tobacco?

May 25, 2017 will be one year alcohol sober for me. So I figured going tobacco free on April 25, 2017 would be a good idea. Haha. My teeth hurt from all the candy and junk I’ve been eating to try and get over the cravings. I never had a problem with cigarettes but smokeless was my vice. I suppose getting over the oral fixation will be the hardest part. Almost 48 hours in now and it’s slowly getting better. I know I can do it with the Lord’s help. That’s the only thing that got me sober for almost a year now. Has anyone else stopped smoking or dipping? Stopped anything else? Hope all is well with everyone tonight.